Hi Noah,

I am sure missing you today. Words cannot describe the way I am feeling today and for the most part everyday since you have left. I bet your beautiful smile is lighting up all of heaven... It must be so amazing to be with our heavenly Father on Fathers Day, WOW...  Everyday I am growing in my walk with the Lord and learning how to deal with my feelings though this experience. We have received so many cards for you. I uploaded a picture for you to see but I imagine you see everything now.  Mommy set them all up by the entry door just like we do for Christmas.

I took Dylan and Myles fishing yesterday and today. We did not catch anything but we had fun. I know you really wanted to learn to fish. I miss hearing you say "fishing da da"and grabbing the pole from the garage and swinging it around and around. I thought of you so much as I was looking out to the water and watching your brothers. I was praying for my heart to be calm as the water and for peace as the setting was so peaceful.

I also took Dylan and Myles to the football season kick off party yesterday. They both had a blast and guess what, they drafted me to be an assistant coach. So indirectly you created an opportunity for me to help out the kids and coach, what a blessing.  As you know I most likely would not be able to do that trying to keep up with you running and palying at all the practices and games :) The season starts in August so be sure to pray for us and cheer us on from the heavenly grand stands!

Everyone is still praying for us which is needed to continue to heal and grow strong through all of this. So much out pouring of love and support as we are so grateful to everyone. You have touched so many lives and continue to do so. I'm glad you inspired this website as it has helped in so many ways to deal with missing you. I hope you are having a blast in heaven and know that I miss you so so much. Mommy, Dylan, Myles, Benjamin and Lucky too sure miss you and say hello and much love... I think about you all the time and thank you for being a part of my life little man. I'm giving you the biggest ever hug and kiss... and give our heavenly Father a super big hug and kiss from us all on Fathers day!

Love you and missing you,

Daddy