Dearest Noah,

I miss holding you, hugging you, kissing you and touching you. I miss you Noah so so much. I miss you when you meet me in the morning next to the bed and sometimes when I wake, you are laying next to me and looking at me with your infectious and radiant smile. I miss you always being so polite saying thank you da da when ever I help you. I miss you saying thank you after anyone would help you. I miss you saying bless you after I sneeze or cough or make any loud sound. I miss saying zoom zoom and taking you on rides on the Cart, the 50 and the quad. I miss playing with you on the bed rough housing with you and the boys. I miss seeing you with mommy when she is holding you in her arms and hugging and kissing each other. I miss when mommy is reading to you. I miss you pointing at all the pictures in the books, saying what you are pointing to. I miss seeing you with playing, hugging and kissing your little baby brother Benjamin. I miss you and Myles playing, drawing and watching cartoons. I miss you playing on the trampoline with Dylan as he is bouncing you up in the air. I miss you all playing with your cars togther. I miss you petting Lucky dog and always giving him treats. I miss you saying shoes and putting on all my shoes and waling around. I miss your sweet voice saying, outside dada, outside dada. I miss hearing you in the morning closing our beroom doors as you sneak and push the chair up to the counter to get treats. I miss seing you light up eveyones face when they see you. I miss you saying hi and waving  to eveyone you meet. I miss you running and playing in the skateboard bowl. I miss seeing your cute little walk. I miss you wanting to play with all the fun iPhone applications: wanting the hear the ocean sounds, saying ocean dada ocean dada.  I miss playing with you at the beach and how you would get sand all over your face. I miss taking you to church and going to the childerens minisrty and seeing you and hearing you when I pick you up. I miss making your bottle and carrying you down the stairs when we look at each other as we bounce with each step the laughter and smiles. I miss you watering the plants and playing in the garden. I miss you I miss  you. I know you are with Jesus and I know you are OK and having an amazing time in heaven. I know God has a plan for all of us and you being the angel you are wanted to make sure that we would focus on our faith and  heaven as much as we possibly can. You went ahaead of us the help prepare all our hearts for our time in Eternity with Jesus. Words cannot describe the ache in my heart and how much I miss you, my special little boy Noah James. Thank you Lord  for bringing Noah into our lives and allowing us the time we had with him. Thank you Jesus for dying on the cross and saving us. Please if anyone does not have a relationship with Jesus please get to know Him. So that you can have that assurance to see little Noah again and that we all can spend time in Eternity together. 

I love you, I miss you,

Daddy